January 2010
19 posts
I got bored, and started reading back to my older posts, back when my life was totally out of control. And jesus, my actions were horrid. I dont regret much things, and this summer would have to be one of them. As ghastly as i was, A am slowly accepting that I have to now pay for what i did. And boy am i paying. I learned from what i did, there are some people i lost in the process. But hey, its...
uninspired, time to dissociate and sleep outside...
14064.) i will never be able to do anything right.
i hate Narcan.
i hate, hate, hate it.
if i decided to shoot the goddamn...
– i wrote this while i was in rehab. i had relapsed whilst there, so they sent me to the hospital, and a nurse let me go on her phone. damn my mind was twisted. :/
so far im loving this new year.