04/ twenty-ninth /09
Oii Jaslyn officially quit smoking. I’m not going to lie to you strange wee people & say “for good” like most liars do, but aye i want to live to 21 so i can stopbeing so paranoid about my fake i.d whilst buying booze. [wait am i allowed to say that here?] :O attention attention, my spacebar barely works, chilll d00d. besides thattttt, i spent most of this wonderfully...
in la school. blehh, i actually planned on cutting today, but my lovely neighbor joely insisted on dressing like a tramp, & got caught my truency or w.e. now im in photoshop class, doing shizz. G A R P
just made a bong from an Izze bottle. :]]
…..thats the time i got home :3 i havent gotten this stoned in about 4 days :]] anywhooo, so turns out, the beach i was talking about, well it wasnt a beach,it was a death trap, it was about a 30minute hike,to get there, i wore shorts & mocassins so you can only imagine my horror, well anywhoo, when i finally got there, so many people ended up finding out about the party, so it got...
going to some secret beach w/ Jake & mad other peeps. its not going to be the 25th when i comeback,so thought i’d get this post in. :]]
try not to snore so loudly.
Im In school right now, in photoshop class. I dont comprehend the work, so I write in you. :]] to my surprise, you’re not blocked. Most cool websites in school are blocked. blehhh. I feel like shit today, when I walked into school, i was immediately given a white card.K, maybe i don’t come everyday, maybe i cut a lot, just its annoying when you’re the youngest in a class, &...
this ones actually short :O
umm yeahh,about those pictures…….i look absolutelyterrible, therefore i will not let you guys see them:O BESDIES THAT; i went to union square today, though Jake was there, i spent most of my day w/ Inna, Dayday, & Harrison. I’d rather not say what we did, but it was pretty gruesome.(then again, this is NYC, & shit gets around.) if you dont hear about it then...
its 11:51 & im rushing rushing rushingggg,to try to type this before 12! ahhh,the agony,& its even harder when my space bar is being queer. (blamethefatassofmysisterfordroppingyucksiesodaonthis) im extremely lazy to type, so ill just post pictures,of my wonderful adventures:]]
[it] just hit me.
Out of all the lies you told me ‘I love you’ was my favorite, yet it was that love I felt that lead to the pain I feel right now. Sometimes I think ‘why me?’ because of all the girls heart you could have broken, I was me you picked, filling me up with irresponsible emotions that are beyond my years. Other times I wonder why it is me that feel this pain while you can carry on having meaningless...
last day of spring “break”. i spent it w/ Jake. hes becoming the bestest thing yet. i honestly cant go a day w/o seeing that kiid. i was kinda pissed he broke up w/ kevin >__<. but i got over it. its amazing how everyone copies everything from either my myspace, or my tumblr. they try to jaz it up, but in reality its just a cheap imitation. BLIMEY! I’m not very proud...
I hate being hateful it’s not something I want to hide, talk about, or admit to myself or anyone else. Just saying the word is disgusting to me and very depressing. I hate myself for being hateful in any manner. I hate myspace. Most people’s profile’s are false and are used to get attention in the wrong way. Sometimes they add “friends” only to outbeat someone elses...
im not very keen on the fact that Kylees in my house this second as i type. im thinking of a well thought of excuse to throw him out, NOTHING, i mean NOTHING, can stop this kid from backing off……… He went to the store now, great. about 2 months ago i woud have swooned over him being here. now hes just another asshole, & a stalker at that. i love new york city, but him...
today is wed. today Jaslyn did nada. well, not really, by doing nothing im actually doing something, ironic isnt it. o.0 well, my lovely neighbor Joely & i made some stupid videos, they contain some nudity, therefore i will not show them. myspace honestly blows, everyone talks about everybody. & i can really & truly say i DONT.
yet another cynical pre-concieved notion.
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BLIMEY! People have been getting grossed out by my piercings, I dont see why,I’ve taken almost all of them off. My own mum won’t stand next to me. Im no bragger, I dont go up to people & say “haii my gauges are bigger than yours”. No, no. Sometimes I’m actually ashamed, that I distoreted my body in such a way. I dunno what I want to be when i get older, but I DO...
i liked this song before Twilight >__>
the world facinates me.
i gave up writing empty texts a long time ago just like i gave up on scribbling little insignificant messages on the random subway trains and busses, all honesty down to it, i have absolutely nothing worth hearing to say left. its one of those grown up moments when you realize hardly anything said could leave a scratch on any surface, so you might as well get up and do something.
o__O Yesturday i did absolutely nothing, but be a hobo & watch a trillion movies. Jake was pretty pissed at me, so was Izzy. Ehh, life goes on. Talking about life, i let an asshole back into it, NO not Kylee, this ones name is Tom. We argued a bit yesturday, now hes apologizing immensly. Muahaha. i hate loving that hoebox.