December 2012
1 post
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Entry # 25
Working at a pointless job, making pointless money. It is upsetting knowing that there is so many other things that can be achieved instead of standing around, forcing fake smiles.
November 2012
9 posts
Entry #24
In reading a book by William Dufty called Sugar Blues, the whole Earth got stirred. This book made me feel ten times shittier about what I eat. I was already so anal, now even more so. I question why I have this trait. I let almost all the things I read influence my life somehow. I have always been this way. I am a meditating, yoga practicing, television free, experience only vegetarian. To give...
Entry #23
Holiday’s give the homeless men in Brooklyn a perfect reason reason to make a couple extra bucks. Only they get crazy around here and start asking for money once they already get food. And in my head I’m thinking ” you’re just trying to support your drug habit ” which is bias I know. I just feel like some of them get greedy and want crack+food+money. I can’t...
Entry #22
Thanks Giving Day is one of the holiday I personally dislike. It gives American’s an excuse to be lards. We completely over cook/over eat. Now if your family is like mine, then it just means you’re being fake. We never sit and eat together as a family, so because it is an American holiday they decide it is time to be civil. Also being a vegetarian coming from a family of savages,...
Entry #21
In my research for a health class I am taking at the moment, I came across a very disturbing image of a distorted indigo vagina. Well I was close, the disease is actually called Blue Waffle, I was off by one shade. At first I threw up a little in my mouth, then had to check to make sure I was alright. I felt as though I needed to have a moment of silence for this poor human being and the thing...
Entry #20
Why is it that when someone finds out someone else is vegetarian they gasp. Suddenly it becomes their life’s mission to figure out why they are doing such things and tries to convince them out of it. Then the most annoying thing happens where they attempt at making the vegetarian feel like dirt. IE: ” Milk comes cows! Why do you drink milk?, Plants have feelings too! ” etc.....
Entry #19
“Close your eyes,
and imagine
beyond the depth of the sea
past the cracks
in the sky
lies bliss.
If it were always there,
then why is it left untouched? ”
I wrote this a couple of weeks ago. It was an attempt at recreating the magical day. Back when LSD made everything alright.
My dependence on keeping certain parts of my past alive is quite sad.
Entry #18
Heat. It’s that intangible thing that most don’t think much about. Unless of course it’s not being distributed. The feeling of being cold constantly makes me very uneasy. Spent a couple doll hairs, gave out some canned goods, and a couple home made knitted scarves. Although I’m currently not warm, it feels nice that I helped keep a couple people full and with warm necks. A...
Entry # 17
With all of the chaos that has been going on since the storm, I question if this is the beginning of the end of the world. The lines for gas are rediculous, miles long. The desperation that I witness from society has me wondering if I am amongst savages. I guess we went about our days thinking we were untouchable. Well we sure got touched, more like raped by Sandy. Times like these I wish the...
October 2012
6 posts
Entry # 16
Youth. Today I observed a massive group of teeny boppers at an ice skating rink. It baffled/disgusted me that they were swearing and smoking and speaking vulgarly. It took me a moment to process their slang. I do not remember ever being that way at any point in my life. These kids were no older than thirteen. Their poor parents must feel horrible that their offspring is going to possibly end the...
Entry #15
Food. One of those areas most feel weird about. Women especially feel like they have to compete in this area. I will use my Starbucks observations for example. After waiting on the ridiculously long line and reciting your grande iced half caf triple mocha latte macchiato. Hesitate a little at the obscene number of dollars you are about to give up for a drink. Of course it is too late to fix this...
Entry #14
A mother glued her two year old daughters hands to the wall and beat her into a coma. She did this because the little girl was having problems potty training. This woman is mad. She has 3 other children, and gave birth to her fifth while in jail, awaiting trial for this incident. The woman wanted to make sure she let everyone know that she was not a monster. It was announced that she was going to...
Entry #13
Horror films. It’s astonishes me how people pay a fortune to get scared. What for? An adrenaline rush. I do not comprehend the point of yelling and constantly peering over your shoulders afraid of what could possibly get you. I write this whilst in the movie theatre watching a new horror film called Sinister. I paid fourteen dollars to cover my eyes though out half the film. It is very sad...
Entry # 12
Remember the Manson murders ?
One of the men that were involved in the gruesome murders are being are being considered for parole. I was not alive when everything occurred. Granted I do not feel as strongly about it as other people do. Forgiveness is one of those things that are given out rarely, especially in the judicial system. A man who did most of the killing, when told to do so. If I...
Entry # 11
’ Tea is an aromatic beverage commonly prepared by pouring boiling hot water over cured leaves of the Camellia sinensis plant. The term also refers to the plant itself. After water, tea is the most widely consumed beverage in the world. It has a cooling, slightly bitter, astrigent flavour which many people enjoy. ’
Ahh, what would we all do without tea? This lovely drink gets...
September 2012
11 posts
Post # 10
It seems like people are constantly begging for money on the train. Most smart people don’t give them money. But every now and then there is some person that feels pity/obligated to give them something. Having interacted with many of these homeless people, it is pretty disappointing knowing people are fueling their drug addictions/laziness. I give snacks, only if they are asking for food....
Entry # 9
A 20 year old from Brazil is said to auction off her virginity. This is a pretty huge because on this Earth virginities are given away for free. There is a larger debate over whether or not it is prostitution. The young lady claims it is not. She wishes to give a portion away to charity. She also is not a dumb woman, she states she is keeping some for her self. Some ones de-flowering is their...
Entry # 8
Television has exploded over this past century. It is a three dimensional rectangle. Our eyes are instantly drawn to it. It is completely natural, almost every household contains one. This is the device that produced smiles, laughs, confusion and comfort all together. This device was our treat that we earned after we finished the dreadful homework. This device displays images of women and men...
Entry #7
The fresh air took over my lungs as I walked through the grand Central Park. Though as I walked deeper into the park I was bombarded by a cloud of fumes. It was not exhaust from cars, but of cigarettes. My most beloved place in the whole city was being suffocated by some persons filthy habit. I scold the person as I walk by, making sure that he feels even the slightest bit guilty. I walk away from...
Entry # 6
In a couple of months New York will be banned from drinking 16oz. Fountain drink. I do not mind this being a non-soda drinker. Hearing the publics reaction is so sad. If it is really such an issue then why not buy two drinks? Next time the public wants to complain about why every one is over weight, they should think about what they are drinking.
Entry #5
Social networking has been taken very literally in the recent years. Becoming a member of MySpace was purely out of peer pressure. Then came Facebook, which still haunts me to this day. Now that all of the bricks have been abolished from my life, things are private. Now there is a a new thing called Instagram, which is where you can share photos to the public and comment on them to get a reaction....
Entry #5
Social networking has been taken very literally in the recent years. Becoming a member of MySpace was purely out of peer pressure. Then came Facebook, which still haunts me to this day. Now that all of the bricks have been abolished from my life, things are private. Now there is a a new thing called Instagram, which is where you can share photos to the public and comment on them to get a reaction....
Entry #4
On the train through Brooklyn. There is so much diversity. The Asian woman with six bag, confusing my sense of smell completely. Children crammed, forced by their mother to sit. The man playing beautiful music with his guitar just trying to get more than his shoe salesman income. He strums unnoticed to many. In the far corner there is a couple with a few months under their belt clearly defining...
Entry #3
A thirteen year old girl stole her brothers car and drove eight hundred miles. She did this all to meet a boy she spoke to through her Xbox. He could have been a pedophile. It saddens me hearing stories like these. The youth these days are too obsessed with love or anything that might seem like it. We compromise everything just for those butterflies in our stomachs.
English 101 Sec 017 Entry # 2
There was a deaf man on the train today. He was obviously lost, so he did the sensible thing and asked for directions. Only his innocent tap on the shoulder to one man was taken completely out of context. The man then proceeded to shove the deaf man. Confused he did what he thought was the right thing and signed an apology. The other man ridiculed him and made threats. The deaf man bowed his head...
Entry # 1 Eng. 101 Sec 017
I’m exploding trying to get my point across, but no one seems to be listening. I need to break free of this damned chain. There are so many links. I’m completely consumed by anything and everything. Like water I flow recklessly through destinations; always making sure to stop for air. I inhale conspiracy and exhale society. I zig zag my way through traffic, making sure not to be seen....
August 2011
1 post
Etched across my mind are thoughts
Imploding at the seams
Trying to break this impenetrable link
Not knowing where it starts or where it ends
Losing grip with every second
There aren’t enough seconds in a minute
I shake
April 2010
7 posts
“im gone.
Come, let’s away to prison:
We too alone will sing like birds...”
gahhh, im just prone to be a fuckup.
it really does suck that this would be my second time away from home.
only last time it was a couple mere months. now this awful time, its a year. one whole year of my life, wasted. gone. kah-peesh. im a little too upset to produce proper grammar, or to even write for that matter. so i shall write some other time, if i have the will power, and can restrain from ranting.
df...
Life never ends.: Santerna feat. Marcie- Around... →
If there was one place I had to be everytime I listened to this song I would choose to be :
With Jaslyn in Hoboken, looking up at the sky, and city skyline far away from us. I would feel so protected with her, and the sea of grass around us. We would be falling asleep in the dark with the water a…
&wake up with sun-burns; not sure if they will last. P.S they did. <3
March 2010
9 posts
Listen
“let us forget about what may have been.”
m4ndycandy:
I already miss Jaslyn :(
okay, so i feel terrible im just getting around to this.
BUT I MOFO LOVE YOU. and miss da cruds outta yous. <3
you know who you are.
i wear my feelings on my sleeve far too much. its become a terrible habit. ive been punished, and bruised. now im battered and torn. this is it.
Listen
“March 11th 2010.
Alive with enerygy I am on a quest journey to find all of...”
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February 2010
22 posts
Fuck bitches, get money.
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